My Feelings are the same~

Suddenly I have think of one story that I can write it down but then I cannot come with a good english...

I don really know wat is blog means, but I knew this is the place where I can write down all my feelings in it. I..... During these 3 days of holiday, I have been wasting my time surfing the net, watching tv and animations and during the last day, that is yesterday, I watched "Tai Cheong Kam". Hehe~!! Old worms getting to my nerve oledi... ^^

But during these 3 days I also did have some time to think about him. I oso donno y? Sue Ling asked me to forget about him, as he is not worth of my love, but then I do not know why I still thinking about him? Maybe I am too stubborn. I tried to switch my brain to think somebody else, but it is only for awhile whatever I am thinking it will automatically lead me back to the memories I had had with him.

Does my way of thinking is wrong? I am always thought that if I keep on thinking about him, maybe I will become nun. Haha! Because I don 1 2 open my heart to somebody else, and nobody would love me anyway, until I get back a good figure or something. I am trying so hard to keep my diet, but temptation always on the way. But then I will try my best! Ganbaru yo~!!

I do not hope that he knows wat I am thinking now, bcos he will feel regret from wat he did to me last time, and I have choosed to neglect him all the time. I remembered those days when I needed him when I am so depressed and sad. But those days are over, as I will be on my own now, walking down the road without him. Oh, maybe sometimes, we will walk together, but then it is only for awhile.....